:: my mistake::

i'm too emotional

that's my wrong!~

that's my mistake!!~

y i'm do that,

y i'm to emotional??!~

i'm so sad~

down..

dan x sepatutnya sy buat awk sedih n down juga.

i hope u can forgive me.

b my eraser !!~

ps: headache, then minum Nescafe with painkiller. 

it is  not good but for now it the best way~ 

: : my girlfriends: :

tika sedih2 mcm ni 

kita taw la sape sebenarnya kawan

sahabat

dan sebagai nya

buat semua girlfriends sy~

sy sayang awk semua

awk sentiasa support sy

tika ssh dan senang..

tataw la kiranya terjadi perkara yg sama pada kamu,

adakah sy mampu menjadi pendengar , penasihat , peneman yg baik kpd kamu

sebolehnya akan sy buat yg terbaik utk kamu.

semoga Allah penjangkan jodoh pertemuan kita .amiin

ini girlfren sy, zubaidah : in  relationship dah 10 tahun~

ini girlfren sy juga malisa : in relationship hampir 10 tahun juga

ini gf sy , cik azilah : in relationship 7 tahun

gf sy yg ni namanya fau farah~ 

in relationship 5 tahun 

gf sy yg ni namanya miwa

in relationship 5 tahun :)

ini ummi. gf sy juga

in relationship 3 tahun

gf sy yg ni namanya ila lala

in relationship 4 tahun

gf sy yg ni namanya ara sara

in relationship 4 tahun

gf sy yg ni namanya tecik 

in relationship 4 tahun

gf sy yg ni namanya seha

in relationship 4 tahun

gf sy yg ni namanya izzatul @eton

in relationship 3 tahun

gf sy yg ni namanya kina 

in relationship hampir setahun

gf sy yg ni namanya cik padhilah 

in relationship hampir setahun

jadi semua di atas adalah GF-GF sy.. :)

sebenarnya ramai lagi GF-GF sy

selebihnya sy akan update.. heee

terima kasih wahai GF-GF sekalian..

sape rasa dia GF sy tu yg sy x de sebut2 nama anda di sini..

xpe  jgn riso, sy tetap sebut di hati saya.. 

ceewahh :D

: : rindu itu dtg dan sy x paksa : :

assalamualaikum~

^^

rindu..

ssh nk di gambarkan mcm mana bende tu

bagi aku rindu tu dtg sendiri..

esp bila kita tgh sorg2, atau stress dll..

sy x panggil rindu tu singgah kat hati sy..

sbb rasanya sakit sgt

sbb rindu tu buat mata sy jadi mata panda @_@

sy rindu dia..

sy tahu di xsuke  kalo sy still rindu2 dia nih..

tapi sy xpanggil pon rindu tu..

sy xsuh pon rindu tu singgah sbb sy taw rindu tu wat sy sedih2, nangis, tapi sy xcukup kuat..

atau Allah bagi mcm nih sbb Dia tahu sebenarnya sy kuat..

HE knows better..

HE knows everything..

thanks Allah ,,..

dunia ini amazing~

hidup ini awesome~

knp awk?!!

sy nk exam, awk pon nk exam..

sy nk support dari awk 

tapi awk xnk support dari sy sbb awk can stand sendiri without me

bila rindu tu dtg, sy tatw nk buat mcm mana..

sbb bagi sy awk pengubat nya..

just listen to ur voice it enough

then sy semangat nk study semula..

i just want chitchat with u~

~i'm really sori~

: : week 4 stdy week : :

STUDY IS AWESOME

^^

atas meja wajib ade----->

1. pen pink *ceria sikit nk conteng2*

2. nota *nama pon study kan >.<*

3. lappy pink * sbb nk google translate<--utk lebih paham*

4. tisu * kot2 ternangis kan sbb stress bebenau*

5. makanan!!!~ *utk ilang2 stress :p *

selamat meduduki pepesiksaan akhir tahun shafiqah, 

semoga shafiqah dan girlfriends nya berjaya menjawab dgn cemerlang 

aminn :)

>3.0 

: : -------------------- : :

~✿ Kadangkala aku senyum sekadar utk menutup luka dihati 


dan 


kadangkala aku  ketawa hanya utk mengubati kesedihan dlm diri, 


Adakalanya aku melangkah dgn penuh yakin 


sedangkn 


perasaan goyah menunggu rebah, 


Bila aku menangis tak siapa yg tahu, 


Semuanya demi 


maruah diri.. 

~✿ Walau siapapun kita,


dimana kita berada,


langit tetap dijunjung,


tanah tetap dipijak, 


Selagi


 AKU hidup,langkah mesti diteruskan, 


Jgn sesekali kesal dgn nasib diri kerana aku adalah 


sebahagian dari makhluk ALLAH yg sedang diuji oleh-NYA....


~end~

:: terima kasih mr.X::

sy dapat ini!!~

yeay!!~

suke sampai lompat2..

^_^

eh tipu..

sy x lompat2, sy cume suke happy sbb dapat coklat n ais kem..

erm..

alooo..

mmg la sy yg mintak dia bagi hehhe =.="

ngah x stabil nih kan.. 

ape2 pon tq awk!~

tq awk!!~

*lompat2*

oke!! tapi nape sy nk makan ais kem n coklat..

sbb

sbb

sbb

-

-

-

tgk x nih muka chomot sy ngah stdy!!`

sbb ade 2 test..

wow @_@

tekun tekun..

hehehe

oke ni partner sy sama2 nk test jp agi..

huhuhu

~bye~

:: selamat hari lahir walid: :

hari ni 16 Dec 2011 adalah hari lahir ayah sy yg terchinta..

tiada ke dua ketiga.. hanya la dia seorg..

:D

di sbbkan sy seorg yg x kreatif..

jadi gambar kat ats  ni je yg termampu sy lukis

hehehehe

nk wat mcm mana.. sy x amik lama bina, design ni..

ahaks..

oke walid..

nnt ade kelapangn piqa balik umah KL 

isnyaAllah..

hadiah xde eh lagi sbb piqa xstabil lagi nih.. 

~end~

: stress :

test
assignment
lab
lab report
presentation
-------------->F I N A L E X A M

 when i'm stress.. thus the way i look like.. :D

skng ni mmg mlm n siang adalah masa utk stress shj..

xsempat pikir lain2..

eh kadang pikir gak pasal Mr X 

esk test organic industry n polimer II stress2.. hahahhaa

ni kalo stress  wat lab report la kot.. hahha dasat2.. 

oke saje je nk gtaw kat sini sy stress.

kalo luah kan org, org pon ade stress mereka,,

tapi td mcm stress sgt. jadi da terluah kah Mr X

so sori Mr X..

sy taw awk pon mesti ade stress sendri..

oke bye

: gambar2 yg chomot: :

tgk tajuk je da tahu kan nk ckp pasal pe.. 

.

.

.

.

.

.

tadaaaaaa~

muka chomot sy!!~

yeay!!~ sy lagi yg chomot n bulatt.. 

oke ini mmg xleh nk ckp la..

saje nk inter-frame dimple

sbb nk cover mata panda .

@_@

see.. mata panda..

picca was taken on 25/6/2011 sehari selepas nangis laju2..

ihihihihihi

ini entry mengarut~

: it hard :

salam

lama x update belog..

bukan ape..

sume org notice yg wifi skng ngah bermanja2 ngn seluruh warga UM (lebih kurang la)

so ssh nk on9..

skng ni pon dapat on9 ntah2 kejap je.. kalo malam xyah ckp la..

kalo dah mlm tu kena cari2 di mana wifi..

kena la g library..

bile da kat library xleh on9 sgt sbb nk kena cepat2 cari maklumat wat assignment kan..

nk dekat final sem nih.. mcm 2 berlaku..

and paling utama TERASA dah KEPAYAHAN nk exam tu..

Ya Allah permudahkan segala urusan ku..

semoga di murahkan rezeki ku

semoga mendapat rahmat Nya..

yg kusangkakan pengakhiran rupanya permulaan.. 

come on shafiqah!!~

: : kenyataan : :

kenyataan wifi kat library pon slow 

mcm siput.. sy sgt la tension..

nk wat keje ni kot..

assignment ~

msg sape2 yg ade kat kolej kompen2 wifi lagik slow ye x..

erm..

jadi skng study!!~

: : like ur smile : :

i like ur smile..
u r like my sunshine
ur smile always in my mind
and i will keep till end of my  breath


u r always make me smile..
even u have ur own prob..
that y i like u..
coz u r always by my side

and today i saw u  not in a gud mood..
and i hate myself coz i'm not the people that can make u smile
its not fair for u..
but i dunno how..
i try my best
let me noe how to make u happy and smile again
-------#########------------------------

<--- this how ur smile :)

<--- ur cool face..








ps: missing someone

: : curik masa sekejap : :

khamis----> 8 Dec 2011

petang.. ----> after 2 pm. (i'm dead)

mlm..------> 8 pm.. (a life)

i'm not like before..
it make me more hurt..
i try to stand up by my self..
never show that i'm weak
and i not weak..
i'm the strong women..
i really hope i can go far away from here..
so that people stop telling me bout his n that,,
cause it hurt me..

: the power of WHY : :

A DIALOGUE WITH SARAH, AGED 3: IN WHICH IT IS SHOWN THAT IF YOUR DAD IS A CHEMISTRY PROFESSOR, ASKING “WHY” CAN BE DANGEROUS

By Stephen McNeil

SARAH: Daddy, were you in the shower?

DAD: Yes, I was in the shower.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: I was dirty. The shower gets me clean.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why does the shower get me clean?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: Because the water washes the dirt away when I use soap.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why do I use soap?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: Because the soap grabs the dirt and lets the water wash it off.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why does the soap grab the dirt?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: Because soap is a surfactant.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why is soap a surfactant?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: That is an EXCELLENT question. Soap is a surfactant because it forms water-soluble micelles that trap the otherwise insoluble dirt and oil particles.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why does soap form micelles?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: Soap molecules are long chains with a polar, hydrophilic head and a non-polar, hydrophobic tail. Can you say ‘hydrophilic’?

SARAH: Aidrofawwic

DAD: And can you say ‘hydrophobic’?

SARAH: Aidrofawwic

DAD: Excellent! The word ‘hydrophobic’ means that it avoids water.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why does it mean that?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: It’s Greek! ‘Hydro’ means water and ‘phobic’ means ‘fear of’. ‘Phobos’ is fear. So ‘hydrophobic’ means ‘afraid of water’.

SARAH: Like a monster?

DAD: You mean, like being afraid of a monster?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: A scary monster, sure. If you were afraid of a monster, a Greek person would say you were gorgophobic.

(pause)

SARAH: (rolls her eyes) I thought we were talking about soap.

DAD: We are talking about soap.

(longish pause)

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why do the molecules have a hydrophilic head and a hydrophobic tail?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: Because the C-O bonds in the head are highly polar, and the C-H bonds in the tail are effectively non-polar.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Because while carbon and hydrogen have almost the same electronegativity, oxygen is far more electronegative, thereby polarizing the C-O bonds.

SARAH: Why?

DAD: Why is oxygen more electronegative than carbon and hydrogen?

SARAH: Yes.

DAD: That’s complicated. There are different answers to that question, depending on whether you’re talking about the Pauling or Mulliken electronegativity scales. The Pauling scale is based on homo- versus heteronuclear bond strength differences, while the Mulliken scale is based on the atomic properties of electron affinity and ionization energy. But it really all comes down to effective nuclear charge. The valence electrons in an oxygen atom have a lower energy than those of a carbon atom, and electrons shared between them are held more tightly to the oxygen, because electrons in an oxygen atom experience a greater nuclear charge and therefore a stronger attraction to the atomic nucleus! Cool, huh?

(pause)

SARAH: I don’t get it.

DAD: That’s OK. Neither do most of my students.

* * *

(REPRINTED FROM ISSUE ONE, APRIL 11th, 2005)

hujan lebat

saya takut bila hujan lebat

siap ade guruh, angin 

ribut segala..

nnt rs sayup..

pastu nk nangis..

tapi since da dewasa ni kena la kuat!!~

yee~ shafiqah kuat!~

it just raining outside~

jum baca doa ketika hujan turun

Maksudnya : Ya Allah, jadikanlah ia hujan yang bermanfaat. (HR Bukhari)

amin

Dalam riwayat Sunan Ibnu Majah, Nabi saw mengucapkan sebanyak dua atau tiga kali.

:: utk kali yg seterusnya : :

'jangan berumah di tepi pantai kalo takut di lambung ombak'

jangan bermain dgn api, kelak membakar diri

hanya sy yg tahu 

hanya sy yg rasa

mereka tataw

mereka x rasa

^^

: : ombak rindu : :

Adira :
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku
Hafiz :
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Adira :
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung
Hafiz :
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hafiz & Adira :
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti
Hafiz:
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Adira:
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku



keep re-play this song again and again.. 
it awesome..
and i like it.. 
it is sad but 
it is close to my heart..